Withheld

Stories withholding details lead to deceitful trails; revealing a devil’s tales. © EN, All Rights Reserved (Repost from 2019 on other site)

Quandaries

I was not impressed by the words that were said, nor every justification for the things that were mentioned. I was disappointed so many times, in the various set-backs of our struggling relationship. I was relieved after my truths were released, the weight of the tension terrifically freed. I now understand after much time has … More Quandaries

Embracing Time

I hope and pray that when I die, I simply stay asleep.  The special day that I won’t wake, I will not get to see.  I slowly purge my current mess so I won’t leave too much, and when my daughter clears my things… for some, I hope she’ll want.  I wonder where the photos go… the trash, a fire, or keep; for they’re my … More Embracing Time

Mindset

Acceptance quells the anxiety that dwelled in the heart’s abyss. As if the purgatorythat resided in the stories and their memoriescould not be altered, creating a lifetimeof suffering, until truthhad set it free. ©EN 2021, All Rights Reserved

Allegory

In the shallow of a lonely soul the wretchedness runs deep. With no one to share exciting thoughts, a poisoned arrow enters sleep. Within the dreams of pseudo masks that gather, dance and tease, they entertain the weary brain in its weakness upon sleep… ©EN 2021, All Rights Reserved

The Big “C”

Two people I know were lost to cancer in the past two days.I can’t escape a full year without someone I know either being diagnosed with it,or dying from it. There’s an unsettling feeling, yet a peace as well.Unsettling for those that are about to face the option of quality vs. quantity of life.  A … More The Big “C”

Loneliness

With crimson eyes and tears of blood, the heart released from lack of love. In hospice mode, but I awoke. The “rest” was needed to heal my soul. And now, this life is viewed quite differently. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved

Stillness

I sit and try not to think, but it’s much harder than it seems. With eyes open,   surrounding sounds are noticed; but when eyes are closed, the space is smaller and definitely louder. The magic of within and without… Many try to avoid the calling of old. So desperate to be released. ©2021,EN, All Rights … More Stillness

Impulse

Temptation always offers  an instantaneous rewarding system,  and selfishness is often a resulting means.  But a balanced mind always knows  to compare, beware, and when the thought needs to go.  The response could simply be…  no, you’re not deceiving me.  ©2020,EN, All Rights Reserved

Unison

I listen oh so carefully  as I try to detect your energy.  Is it in survival mode,  or are you set to go with the flow?  Your eyes do sparkle with lovely hints,  that you’re not deeply suffering.  I guess you are well.  at least in my sight.  Or is it,  that we give  each … More Unison