Hmmm, there’s a lightness in the air,  nostalgic moments were brought up.  The longing to find you,  was not a stroke of luck.  Our youthful silliness,  causing giggles and lovely imageries  as we shared truthful thoughts  of our old time memories.  Some things that were not known  until our four-plus decades’ conversation.  How sweet those … More Reconnected


If I fail to recognize  what others seem to joyfully compliment.   Why do I tend to feel so lost?   Why is it I can’t seem to accept the encouragement,   and that it leaves me somewhat alienated?   Afterall, its whimsy essence is  always there within my reach.   Confidence is not the issue.   I’d gladly participate,  and … More Whimsy


Missed holiday light show again  as days busied in art and reading  the joy was so misleading…  ©EN 2023, All Rights Reserved


The year is almost over. Anxiety is low. Long vacation’s just beginning, and I wonder, why the peace is so. Time to reconsider. Reevaluate the past. Think about the future, and start to make a plan. Simply because… I’ve learned to better value myself. ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved


I’ll tinker with more artwork  to entertain myself.   I’ll learn to stitch and sew  small things,  until I get it right.   I’ll dance alone  ’til lean and fit,  (it only takes a few short weeks).   As Winter days will keep me in,  I learn new things  and read like mad.   ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved


I am stilled by the words that I’m not sure were intended, or just a misunderstanding.  Unexpected surprises lead to contemplation.  Should I even keep trying, or just risk and not delay?…  ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved


Thoughts topple over each other as my curiosity savors all this new information. And I laugh at my past. Because a self-seeker finds that nothing is real, true, or absolute. Everything is formed by the convoluted lies that matter… ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved


As I lay down my troubles I realize their true intentions; to stop and reevaluate my current situation.  I peel the burdening weight constraining me, and discover all those subtle layers became unbearable with time.  The day I finally recognize this, I shed those years of falsehoods, pain and resentment.  And no one seems to understand why I’m so free to always speak truth…  ©EN 2022, … More Realistic