Power in God

Too much time on my hands
I dedicate some to learning
reading and writing, creating a yearning
by mistake, I come across a whole new field
better said, history of a higher knowledge repeating itself

Man cannot hide what the universe has to offer
an awakening of masses in past decades still coming forth
each person given a taste, creating hindsight
to connect the experiences of not knowing how or why

An idea euphoric back in the day
but not giving light to the thought your mind had displayed
finally years later, time to address the same issue
the timing now right, maturity present

An understanding, now given to heart
not sure why or how to start
the answers come flowing in presence of mind
the actions to take, you now give in stride

Epigenetics – Life above the genes
no more predisposition thoughts taking place

The whole body controllable from deep in the soul
the true connection to God, when did we let go…


Emotional Stages…

Struggle – The opportunity to get it right the next time

Worry – A wasted emotion & energy that will make you age early

Hurting – The path to a river of tears to purify the soul

Pain – The epitome of future strength, when you let it go

Release – The soul letting go of past suffering to freedom

Lessons – Once learned, are the forks in the road to tempt you again

Peace – The maturing wisdom that you had to learn to embrace

Spiritual – When all the above have filtered down to internal awareness and a better understanding of life

Bliss – A gift that exudes wisdom & balance when true awareness has been revealed


I Surrender…

During my darkest times and profound fears
in my mind feeling alone in my many tears
giving birth to an unwanted trial, it’s been such a long time
since I’ve had to endure the deepest pain of this kind

This time I know, not to fight-but surrender
You take hold of the struggle, You are the avenger
I don’t have to be weak, You are my only plan
sending legions of angels, my spiritual life in your hands

While letting go, of my prideful ego
the internal struggle, releasing my evil
God taking on my calamity, as I choose not to fight
with my heart I surrender, to your power tonight

With faith lifting my hands up in praise, as you take this burden away

I surrender, and give it to you…


Yesterday I sat on the balcony
I silently asked God for a sign
it was somewhat specific-a bird I wanted to see
on the railing to let me know that we were aligned

Within 20 minutes, a black & white woodpecker
landed on the top of the vertical strip of the railing
it was so close, I was in awe
since the balcony is, truly quite small

Then came the humor…
That beautiful bird, that I never had seen
slid down the railing, to the end just for me
before it took off, as still as I was
I had a huge smile—love sent from above



When I enter into those hopeless moments
I can not let them reside very long
society and toxic relationships
the negative feelings
just a little too strong

I take a deep breath, as I close my eyes
to create my own world
of beautiful visions and all the good times

My spirit then moves those hopeless lies
from within my heart and my conscious mind


Bad Decisions

What you invite into your life, you will have to deal with:

A bad decision is always made
with a hint of warning
in your gut on that day
your mind has a conflict
but your word or action
is the deal maker of the bad transaction

a crisis of conscience will shadow your mind
the decision you made, you should have declined
you’re on your way to a life lesson
a smile on your face, but a life of depression

until this phase has its lifespan
which you can control by changing its plan
confront the decision you made back then
live out the consequence and live happy again

Next time you aren’t sure about an option, listen to your gut and its distinct conscious.

Seed of Faith


I’ve been planted long ago, and have been living within
You keep turning me on and off, again and again
Each time you think of the wonderful person that you want to be
I have that much more grown, so please set me free

I’m ready to surge the next time your inner-thought appears
Of the desire in your heart, give it birth without fear
It is time to bring it forth, into manifestation
Your passion in life, your heart’s destination