Tag: Discovering Me

Whimsy

January 14, 2023

If I fail to recognize  what others seem to joyfully compliment.   Why do I tend to feel so lost?   Why is it I can’t seem to accept the encouragement,   and that it leaves me somewhat alienated?   Afterall, its whimsy essence is  always there within my reach.   Confidence is not the issue.   I’d gladly participate,  and … More Whimsy

Burnout

December 31, 2022

The year is almost over. Anxiety is low. Long vacation’s just beginning, and I wonder, why the peace is so. Time to reconsider. Reevaluate the past. Think about the future, and start to make a plan. Simply because… I’ve learned to better value myself. ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved

Determined

December 24, 2022

I’ll tinker with more artwork  to entertain myself.   I’ll learn to stitch and sew  small things,  until I get it right.   I’ll dance alone  ’til lean and fit,  (it only takes a few short weeks).   As Winter days will keep me in,  I learn new things  and read like mad.   ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved

Resignation

December 18, 2022

I am stilled by the words that I’m not sure were intended, or just a misunderstanding.  Unexpected surprises lead to contemplation.  Should I even keep trying, or just risk and not delay?…  ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved

Delusions

December 10, 2022

Thoughts topple over each other as my curiosity savors all this new information. And I laugh at my past. Because a self-seeker finds that nothing is real, true, or absolute. Everything is formed by the convoluted lies that matter… ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved

Realistic

December 3, 2022

As I lay down my troubles I realize their true intentions; to stop and reevaluate my current situation.  I peel the burdening weight constraining me, and discover all those subtle layers became unbearable with time.  The day I finally recognize this, I shed those years of falsehoods, pain and resentment.  And no one seems to understand why I’m so free to always speak truth…  ©EN 2022, … More Realistic

Your Voice

October 29, 2022

The voice has its vibrations  and assists in releasing its messages.   Your voice sings a tune,  that is even recognized  by the staggering moon.   So sing your lovely song  and let your voice be heard.   And if you can’t make the many sounds,  just write it all down  and your voice will still be tranformed.   … More Your Voice

Darkness

October 22, 2022

Ahhh, the dark hours of the night.  The background setting  for the illumination of the galaxies  as the stars, moon, and planets  twinkle and shine with delight.   It’s all such a wonderful design.   Oh no! The dark night of the soul.   Those times when we feel  we could never survive,  the ghastly bitterness of life  … More Darkness

Placidity

October 13, 2022

I sit by the lakeside  to ponder and dream,  removing old thoughts  from the mundaneness,  a reprieve.   I love to just wander  with nothing in mind,  to let life just lead me,  to feel so alive.  ©EN 2022, All Rights Reserved