The Big “C”

Two people I know were lost to cancer in the past two days.I can’t escape a full year without someone I know either being diagnosed with it,or dying from it. There’s an unsettling feeling, yet a peace as well.Unsettling for those that are about to face the option of quality vs. quantity of life.  A … More The Big “C”

Loneliness

With crimson eyes and tears of blood, the heart released from lack of love. In hospice mode, but I awoke. The “rest” was needed to heal my soul. And now, this life is viewed quite differently. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved

Earthly Ways

Come into this temple, come into this place. Forgive my thoughts and fix my pain, Lord I think in earthly ways. Forgive my thoughts and heal this pain, Lord I live, in earthly ways. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved

Stillness

I sit and try not to think, but it’s much harder than it seems. With eyes open,   surrounding sounds are noticed; but when eyes are closed, the space is smaller and definitely louder. The magic of within and without… Many try to avoid the calling of old. So desperate to be released. ©2021,EN, All Rights … More Stillness

Bemused

There’s a peaceful stillnessthat dwells within my soul.Though my writing’s not as public,I still reach my goals. As I learnfrom all my researchand my time is taken up,it is an investmentfor all of my questionsso that my heart and minddon’t stay stuck. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved

Observing

You see my experiences through cosmic eyes, in all that I do speak, feel and try. You see my experiences within and without, some obstructing my thoughts by creating doubt. At last I am growing; I’m better at determining between my wants and my needs, and can fully acknowledge all of my blessings. ©2020,EN, All … More Observing

Impulse

Temptation always offers  an instantaneous rewarding system,  and selfishness is often a resulting means.  But a balanced mind always knows  to compare, beware, and when the thought needs to go.  The response could simply be…  no, you’re not deceiving me.  ©2020,EN, All Rights Reserved

Contemplation

Sometimes I wonder… why(?), the biggest question of life. There is information from past generations, yet, it’s not quite clear in the mind. Some end-of-life experiences offer hopeful testimony; yet the highly educated or the spiritually trained try to oppose the experience of the temporarily, dead, human being. (The world they did not observe, yet … More Contemplation

Duality

Nature’s creations can be both good and bad. And just like your life, some of it was made for you and some, is what You made. ©EN, All Rights Reserved

Transformations

A pretty, little butterflycame to my place to tell me lies… It told me I could clearly change,I haven’t seen that change to date. I still wonder, there’s no doubt,a transformation’s still to come. There’s something I must shed away. That butterfly, lives to this day. ©EN, All Rights Reserved