Ugly emotions of a jealous man
so caught up in himself
he forgot to tell
the one that excites him
and can bring him to his knees
that he has strong feelings for her
but his mind, she cannot read…



No Longer Yours

You fully had me, my love and my passion
it slowly diminished because of your actions
I once had care that was so strong
I sincerely missed you, when you were not around

Taking advantage led to our demise
and you can no longer smother or criticize
with jealous thoughts and mental abuse
my love is no longer yours to misuse
this love is now my own to do what I please
as you no longer reside within me


Until We Meet…

Your words, touching my soul
yet I have never heard your voice

A connection as if I once knew you
But in person, I have yet to see you

A world that is relatively small
yet you are a world away
where your tomorrow, is my today

My heart does hope happily
that one day we shall meet
to partake in witty dialogue
over a warm, cozy drink

For now, imagination taking its place
until we meet, one beautiful day…


For You I Will Cry

When you’re so lost, hurt
and feeling empty inside
tell me your story, and I’ll be your guide

Lost emotionally
too many times deceived
desensitized with time
I’ll carry your burdens
for you, I will cry


Death’s Destiny

Not knowing when it’s my time to be “called”
I hope in this world, I gave it my all

Loving and learning, not holding grudges
forgiving and living high on a spiritual side

Not looking on the outside to guide me in life
I learned the hard way, the answers come from the inside

Quietly listening to who I really am
when experiencing the dark side of who I became

The light showing in me, once I let go
of the negative energy I let take a hold

Seeking the kingdom comes from within
but it took a long time before I learned
I— just had to listen

Life happens not to you, but in you
when I let God connect within me
then I could clearly see

I live to eventually die
in the interim, I learned, I could spiritually fly


It Got a Good Beating…

Many years of conforming
thinking it was the best for me
as a child there is limited understanding
of what life can truly bring

Not being taught on a spiritual side
how to wisely decide, what is wrong and what is right
intuition—never really trained from where it comes
how to use it, and “its” proximity to God

Instead my soul got a good beating
not knowing myself, is what I really needed
so I jabbed “it” good when I blocked spiritual curiosity
and “it” got sucker punched a lot
when I wouldn’t “be me”

I dragged “it” for years and it didn’t even bother
when I took “it” for a long ride-chasing the dollars
but the worse damage, I think I did
was when there was no longer a dream
because one lacked inside of me

One day, my soul gave me really dark nightmares
“it” let me know I was causing myself despair
there was a great confrontation between “it” and me
and once my consciousness became awakened
everything I thought was right
I now saw life through very different eyes

I lived in fear, “it” had showed me
I had not lost, but just buried my dreams

I saw more than pride, selfishness & ego
uplifted and released
I was “aware,” something had healed
and “it” became the I Am
an innate part of being “me” in God‘s universal plan