When one decides life must move forward, heartfelt contemplation has claimed its reward: Retrospect, comparison… maybe conviction will settle in. There was no lack of love as once thought. Instead, the people wanted to talk. But ego always took control, and now that person’s feeling alone. Until truth can sever the selfishness, feeling lost and alone, will not have an end. ©EN 2021, All Rights Reserved
I worry not of death, but what I’ll live beyond it. Unfolding love foreseen, redeeming all my sins. This resurrection day I too will live again, in spirit, not in flesh (that carries sin with it). ©EN 2021, All Rights Reserved
I hope and pray that when I die, I simply stay asleep. The special day that I won’t wake, I will not get to see. I slowly purge my current mess so I won’t leave too much, and when my daughter clears my things… for some, I hope she’ll want. I wonder where the photos go… the trash, a fire, or keep; for they’re my … More Embracing Time
Acceptance quells the anxiety that dwelled in the heart’s abyss. As if the purgatorythat resided in the stories and their memoriescould not be altered, creating a lifetimeof suffering, until truthhad set it free. ©EN 2021, All Rights Reserved
In the shallow of a lonely soul the wretchedness runs deep. With no one to share exciting thoughts, a poisoned arrow enters sleep. Within the dreams of pseudo masks that gather, dance and tease, they entertain the weary brain in its weakness upon sleep… ©EN 2021, All Rights Reserved
Dance until the thoughts are gonewhenever your day’s going wrong. Bring back good thoughts and memories, enjoying every moment’s scene. The calm of heart is only whenyou dance alone and spirit’s cleansed. A gentle comfort overcomes, your burdened soulis now undone. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved
With crimson eyes and tears of blood, the heart released from lack of love. In hospice mode, but I awoke. The “rest” was needed to heal my soul. And now, this life is viewed quite differently. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved
Come into this temple, come into this place. Forgive my thoughts and fix my pain, Lord I think in earthly ways. Forgive my thoughts and heal this pain, Lord I live, in earthly ways. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved
I sit and try not to think, but it’s much harder than it seems. With eyes open, surrounding sounds are noticed; but when eyes are closed, the space is smaller and definitely louder. The magic of within and without… Many try to avoid the calling of old. So desperate to be released. ©2021,EN, All Rights … More Stillness
There’s a peaceful stillnessthat dwells within my soul.Though my writing’s not as public,I still reach my goals. As I learnfrom all my researchand my time is taken up,it is an investmentfor all of my questionsso that my heart and minddon’t stay stuck. ©2021,EN, All Rights Reserved
