I Surrender…

During my darkest times and profound fears
in my mind feeling alone in my many tears
giving birth to an unwanted trial, it’s been such a long time
since I’ve had to endure the deepest pain of this kind

This time I know, not to fight-but surrender
You take hold of the struggle, You are the avenger
I don’t have to be weak, You are my only plan
sending legions of angels, my spiritual life in your hands

While letting go, of my prideful ego
the internal struggle, releasing my evil
God taking on my calamity, as I choose not to fight
with my heart I surrender, to your power tonight

With faith lifting my hands up in praise, as you take this burden away

I surrender, and give it to you…

Investment of Time

Meditation

A few years together
and my heart not quite sure
if another few years
will do us any good

Although things are great
and you are so sweet
I’m lacking something inside
but not sure what I seek

I need time alone, a few days or a week
to visit a friend, or maybe my family
all I know is, I need time away
from my job and this house
a stress-free getaway

Upon my return, I will be re-energized
new thoughts and plans, I hope to realize
the investment of time, is not just for me
for while I’m away I’ll know how much
or how little, you cherish me

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Emptiness

Emptiness

When you are feeling “empty,” a longing for something, you’re in a predicament that needs to be dealt with.  It is your sign it’s time for personal growth. Go ahead, go for it. Only you know, or will soon be lead to, what it is.

Love yourself.  Claim your next phase in life and reinvent yourself. It will bring forth contentment.

 

Kindness

Thank you for your kindness
it is very endearing
my heart is so touched
my eyes fighting the tears they want to bring up

Somehow, you knew something was wrong
I’ve been hiding my feelings, then you came along
now a lump in my throat, my thoughts free of something toxic
and all you did, was bring me a bar of my favorite chocolate

As I graciously accept what to me you are handing
my heart does agree, we now have a soulful understanding

What I can’t fathom is, how did you guess
that for a moment in time, my mind was a mess…

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Life Pressures

Ft. Lauderdale (1)I went with the flow, just to “fit in”
not sure why I didn’t take a stand
to maintain my dignity
after all I do have beliefs
now I regret what I have done
and my friends seem to think, I’m no longer fun

Never again will I give in to life pressures
I promise myself to truly measure
the consequences of my own choices
I am worthy and to myself, I will be loyal

It is so true guidance comes from within
but you must be willing to take a moment to listen…

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Bad Decisions

What you invite into your life, you will have to deal with:

A bad decision is always made
with a hint of warning
in your gut on that day
your mind has a conflict
but your word or action
is the deal maker of the bad transaction

a crisis of conscience will shadow your mind
the decision you made, you should have declined
you’re on your way to a life lesson
a smile on your face, but a life of depression

until this phase has its lifespan
which you can control by changing its plan
confront the decision you made back then
live out the consequence and live happy again

Next time you aren’t sure about an option, listen to your gut and its distinct conscious.